Nervousness and lessons of the week...
>> Monday, March 24, 2008
This last week happened to be quite nervous.
Couple days after I got my visa, I got an e-mail from InterExchange office where they said they couldn't contact the employer who signed a job-offer for me, so I had to look for a new job-offer through my friends and found a new offer in case they still can't confirm the old one.
Then some people around me behaved weird and quite mean and made things that I could predict them doing, but still hoping they wouldn't happen. Well, I often think I will stop trusting anyone at some point.
I slept not too many hours, and my mind feels quite foggy.
However, life is still good! I am full of optimism about everything. One thing that I realize lately is that once we start turning away from God and doing things He doesn't want us to do, everything starts going wrong way. God is reminding me who He is, and that He is my creator and that He loves me like no one else can, and that He wants me to go in the right direction and make the right choices.
Another thing that one of my friends taught me this week is that it is not a very good idea to try to control everything around me, because it can't always be possible. Often there are situations when I just have to let things go and trust God in what is happening. He will take care.
Tomorrow I am off to the English Camp for 1 week!! I know it will be a good fun time, and I will be able to get distracted from some of the worries and get some emotional rest as well. I have quite a bunch of responsibilities, but I know it will be a GREAT time:)
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