The Story Of A Full Bottle That Became Empty

>> Friday, October 26, 2007

(these days I am quite busy, and when i am busy i sometimes get nervous or too emotional. So when it happens I end up with writing some small stories and put some of my ideas into them...and well...probably other people will get the idea somehow as well...haha...this is one of those)

An old man was living in a huge house. He was living by himself. His wife had died long time before and all 7 children that he had were now spread throughout the world – each of them in a different part of it.
The old man's favorite hobby was wine. He had his own vineyard of a very high quality and he was also buying a lot of different wine from different countries. He was not drinking a lot though, but rather doing all that for the sake of esthetic pleasure.
One day he bought a single bottle of a very expensive and pure-quality wine. So he put the bottle in the underfloor where he usually kept all his collection.
The bottle was standing there and thinking to itself: «The fact of my existence is great, because I contain such a pure and good-quality wine. I am made according to the best standards. I love the liquid that now fills me; this wine is so much a part of me».
But the bottle was worried a little. It had a vague feeling that one day the owner of the house would get back to it and drink all the wine from the bottle. «What would I do then? I can't imagine my life without this particular wine filling me».
One day an old man had guests coming over his place. So he went to his underfloor and took that bottle which contained high-quality pure wine.
By the end of evening the bottle was almost empty. All guests really liked wine.
When the bottle was put down back to its place it felt sad. «I am now almost empty, I only have a little of this wine left. And it is so much a part of my life. Why would I want to exist if all the wine filling me is gone? I understand that wine is serving for other people’ pleasure and satisfaction, but why couldn't things be a little different way? Why couldn't we stay like this forever – me and this wine? »
The bottle knew that it now had very small time left to spend with the wine in it, but at the same time the bottle decided that it would enjoy the rest of the time being filled with wine.
However, several days later the old man took the bottle again and now finished the wine all by himself. He found that the bottle was of a very beautiful shape so he decided to keep it somewhere, because he could still use it for storing other liquids.
The bottle was settled on his kitchen. And the bottle was very sad. It didn't have the wine that was so much a part of its life in it anymore, but moreover, it now didn't have anything at all inside it.
About a week later the old man brought some wine from his own vineyard and he decided to keep it in the beautiful bottle that he previously used. So the bottle, now filled with a different type of wine, was sent back to the underfloor again.
It was a weird feeling. The bottle was sure that it didn't like the new wine that it now had in it. Or at least not as much as it loved the previous one. But the bottle was trying to convince itself that things were still ok and right and that everything was perfect, and that the new wine was a worth substitute of the old first one, the one that the bottled liked so much.
Thus it continued for several months. The old man was putting different liquids into the bottle, and every time the bottle was trying to convince itself that a new liquid was better than the very first wine. But somewhere deep in itself the bottle knew for 100% that there would never be anything else that could be compared to the very first experience. Yes, that first wine was the very important part of bottle' existence.
One day the old man took the bottle and put some wine from it in his glass. He was very surprised to discover that the wine was spoilt.
«Probably, the bottle is old and broken and it is not possible to store anything else in it; my wine will be spoilt».
The bottle was very sad. It indeed didn't feel like it could be filled with any new liquids any more. And it still missed the very first wine that it had in it. Without that first one it felt useless.
The old man thought for a second... then he approached the trash can and threw the bottle into it.
Miriads of tiny little cracks appeared on bottle' surface. A moment later the beautiful bottle broke into thousands of small pieces... And it was never ever able to contain any high-quality liquids in itself. Any liquids at all.

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My new job

>> Sunday, October 21, 2007


It has now been 1,5 weeks since I am working in a new place which is GUM - huge department store just 2 steps from the Red Square! Nice location.
I am actually helping as a cashier in ZARA which is a Spanish clothing-store, and it is a good position. But not very well-paid...haha...


Actually first 2 days after I started the new job, I was thinking about quitting, but then I decided to stay. Not sure for how long though...But it's mostly that I like my co-workers. They are the same type of people I am. Plus both of my managers are young and nice people - guy and girl actually. So we'll see.

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No Global Warming This Year...

>> Monday, October 15, 2007



Yesterday night there was a huge snowstorm here in Moscow. I was working in the downtown so I didn't really witness it, but that's how it looked today in the morning near my house. Some broken trees and some real snow.




It's not cold yet though, but still it seems to be too early for snow now - only mid-October, and last year we hardly had any snow till late December. I would definitely prefer to find myself somewhere in California these days.

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I Am In The Game Again!

>> Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Yesterday was a very good day for me as I went to the InterExchange Office and signed the contract + paid first tuition for the next summer program in America. So far my new American trip dates are June 18 - September 29, 2008! That is very exciting.
Just in about 2 weeks I will start searching for a next summer job via Internet. And hopefully I will find something really sweet!! haha...that's great!

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My Week

>> Sunday, October 07, 2007

Well, Moscow routine is right here. It is a little weird to be back into this after balanced rhythm of life that I had in America. And my life is getting really busy again. Classes in university, looking for a new job, and meeting with friends – all this requires some good time. I don't even have enough time now for checking Internet and updating blog, facebook and other things that I do on the Internet. I am not doing as many pictures now as I used to and probably won't post as often as I used to. But I will post. I like it, it feels like doing a personal diary even though I know some people except me can also read this.

This week was very long and really full of events.


Yesterday and Friday I was guiding some American guys around Moscow, showing them the Kremlin, Red Square and helping with buying souvenirs. This is type of job I do from time to time to get some cash, but it is unfortunately not on a permanent basis. Because it is something I really enjoy doing.


Thursday I was visiting my friends Jesse and Bobbie (and little Stephen as well). It is interesting that after I arrived back to Moscow I had this feeling that nothing really changed here while I was traveling. And really nothing changed except for some things about people around. For example, Jesse has made a really huge progress in his Russian language studies. I was amazed to listen to his good and fast speaking in Russian.


Wednesday I was doing some paper-work for tax-return (taxes that I was paying in the States)-hopefully I am going to get 80% of it back this coming April - and getting details about entering next summer program. Yes, yes, I am coming again! I hope to visit California finally...But it depends on where I will get a job-offer from. Then in the evening we had our small home-group with friends. It was good relaxation time.


Tuesday, I went to IKEA to buy some stuff for home. But unfortunately the wardrobe I was hunting for was not available so I only bought some small things.


Monday I had good time with friends. We had some good dinner and spent time playing my favorite card-game – NERTS! It is great and I usually play well, but not this time. It was hard for me to be concentrated.





So that's how it was this week. I feel tired, probably the first time after a while. Now I fully realize how balanced and well-constructed my life regime was back in USA.

Ok... now I think I will go write some e-mails to friends and also update my facebook!

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Retreat Pix

>> Saturday, September 29, 2007



With Natasha... posing, posing...


Joni, one of our American guests




David Broersma, leading our small group


We had a group of American guests from Richmond, Virginia on the retreat. And that was great. Because I am already so used to speaking English and seeing smiling faces around.






Promoting retreat shirts...haha...posing is what we all do well...


Our huge team-game. We had to accomplish different interesting tasks in it and it was all about having fun which is my favorite thing to do!




EVIL girls!




Fall Season'07 session






Aziza, my ex-classmate

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RACU Retreat begins!

>> Thursday, September 27, 2007


Well, I am back... Back home so to speak. Even though I don't feel like home about Moscow.
I spent 1 day at my university on Wednesday, my classmates were excited about me back, and we spent all 2,5 hours of my English-class listening to my impressions about American trip. Next Wednesday I am doing a presentation with pictures in my class. So that will probably take another 2,5 hours...My classmates should be grateful...haha...
Well, I didn't stay in Moscow too long. Thursday morning I left again - to a 3-days retreat with my previously attended university. I am glad I had an opportunity to rest more before continuing my Moscow routine. Retreat is a great time to breathe some fresh air, spend good time with my ex-classmates and friends and just get more fun.
Oh...I am so used to having fun all the time...


On the way to retreat







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The end of The Best Summer

>> Monday, September 24, 2007



So...I am still sitting in the airport. Internet is too slow. It takes my pictures up to 3 mintues to be uploaded.
This collage was especially long. I had to try several times. Well, I worked some time on it, trying to put the best pictures, ones that I like the most, so the size of the picture is big. But it reflects what was most important for me.
My summer was GREAT...after all...in the beginning there were some things I didn't really enjoy...but if now someone asks me how it was, I can sure say it was so far the best summer in my life.
So many impressions. Exploring new culture...haha...it turned out to be somehow new for me...I was sure before that I know American nature...
Visiting new great places. I especially loved Denver trip. It is the city I love. Next summer I hope I'll come to America again (especially that now my program will be way cheaper, as I will be the second-time student!)...and who knows...maybe Denver will be my destination.
And one of the things that was the best...meeting new friend Daniel. Without him everything would be totally different, and it's really thanks to him, last 1,5 months were so great. Hopefully we'll meet again some time!
Plus, I feel like I am coming back from vacation. Even though I will maybe look a little exhausted on Tuesday evening, still it's just because of long hours in the airport.
I didn't work much these last 1,5 months and was really enjoying life. So it was great rest time.
As for coming back to Moscow...during my last 2 weeks in the gift-shop a lot of customers were asking if I felt anxious about going back. And every other day my answer was "no", and every time it was more and more confirmative.



My American trip taught me a lot. I became more mature and more independent. Plus, I learnt some of my traits, like that I get used to some close people around too easy and then it is so hard to leave. I will somehow work on it in the future. Maybe, try to be less emotional.
It was COOL!
How do I feel now?...I am not sure...but what I know for sure is that I...CAN'T WAIT TILL NEXT SUMMER...

As for this summer season, I can officially declare it be closed. I think nature agrees with me. Time to change colors a little:





How about this coming week? Well, it promises to be really busy...On Tuesday evening I arrive at Moscow. Then Wednesday I will spend 1 day at university. Then Thursday I am leaving again, to RACU retreat for 3 days.
I actually made this week so busy on purpose. Not to leave much time for "post-American depression".
And still I know...some of it will be there in me...

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20(!) hours in Denver International Airport...

>> Sunday, September 23, 2007



...And it's not because I love airports so much.
Just weird schedule. My plane from Denver is leaving tomorrow at 11:50AM, but I came here today at 1:30PM. And all because Colorado Mountain Express schedule is so inconvenient.



Well, my luggage is really (and I mean it) huge!!!! It was so hard taking it around airport, so I put it all into special luggage storage and paid them 20bucks. I am not sure if it fits the size regulations...haha...i'll see it tomorrow...
Right now I am sitting and updating my blog (I am using someone network, so it is really slow...for using airport network you have to pay with a credit-card).Thank God, there is at least some Internet here...
Well, I also have a bunch of new DVDs that I never watched and a book to read and my laptop, so I am definitely entertained! haha...

As for my ongoing flight plans...everything is pretty well packed there..., tomorrow I leave Denver International at 11:50AM, then arrive at JFK at 5:50PM, then leave from JFK to Zurich at 9:10PM (only 3 hours layover!!), and then in Zurich I will be at 12:10PM on Tuesday, and then around 6PM in Moscow.
I hope, I'm gonna do it!
The only question is...ARE YOU READY?!

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Our last breakfast



Today I had to wake up at 5:40AM. To do some last final preparation before leaving and still have enough time to have breakfast with Daniel. I felt sad. It was our last meal together.
And I ended up eating nothing out of what I ordered. Wrong mood. Plus, I am not that used to eating in the morning.






It was raining outside. I love rains...But this time it was reflecting how I felt.

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Going Away Dinner

>> Saturday, September 22, 2007



Today is Saturday...Which means that tomorrow at 9:30AM I am heading back to Moscow. Makes me sad. It is always a weird feeling to leave some place where you spent some part of your life. Especially that I have to say bye to my friend Daniel. I don't know why it always happens with me this way, but every time I become a good friend with someone I have to say bye at some point. A real goodbye...
I will sure miss Daniel. He is a great man. And my good friend. He made my time here much more exciting and enjoyable. Thank you, my friend!
Today we had our last, "going away" dinner together, but hopefully tomorrow we will have one more breakfast. And it was so strange to say him "see you tomorrow" for the last time...
Oh...by the way, today Daniel introduced me to a cool Internet program. It's called Google Earth.
(free download! at www.earth.google.com)
I never heard about it before. But it's great. You can see all the cities (with all the houses and buildings!!!) using the special satellite channel, and it has some real pictures provided with it. You can virtually visit some cities before actually visiting them. So we watched Denver again today. Brought me some good memories of our vacation.

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Exploring wild nature?...Dangerous...

>> Sunday, September 16, 2007



Well, today I made a small mistake. Or a big mistake? Anyway, I prefer to think of it as a small one.
It was evening and I went up to the mountains all by myself... To make some pictures and probably watch the sunset.
I was making my way on a lonely road through the mountain forest and taking pictures of things around. Then at some distance I noticed a black silhouette moving pretty fast behind the trees. I thought it was some fox or dog? So I was continuing my way up the mountain.
Well, after quite a while the car was passing by and it stopped, and the old lady inside started asking me if I was lost in the mountains. So I go like "no, why do you ask?" and then her answer is like "you have to be careful here, there are a lot of mountain bears around and they are dangerous for people".
So as she is driving away I kind of stop to realize that it is already twilight, I am on the middle height of the mountain, and I have no idea of how to behave in case you meet a bear. Then I remembered that moving black creature, and so I started making my way down really fast. That was pretty scary... I put off my music, so that I could pay more attention to the sounds around in case a bear will be near. The sounds of night forest, especially when no one is around, are kind of frightening.
Didn't take me too long though to get down, as soon as when you feel scared, you try to move faster...haha...

So this is how it was around me:




Some other pictures I made. Unfortunately (or fortunately), I didn't manage to take a picture of a real bear...








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